crizzap...

i havent updated in a long time...
its partly because ive had someone elses voice in my head. i just finished reading this book "Blue Like Jazz" by Donald or Dennis maybe, Miller.

i just got back from quote unquote salsa dancing.
its always soooo muuuuuch better when you have a hot guy that knows how to dance. tonight was not one of those nights. it would have been better to dance with just my sister....

MANNNNNN, theres alot going on upstairs.
i dont live in a two-story house or apartment or anything.


i HATE to make this declaration but : I NEED MONEY.
i dislike giving money significant control of me, but lately ive realized its power. I need to come across some so that i can get some braces (i had a vision of myself with straight teeth in my sisters rearview mirror tonight) and so i can finish school. o ya, and pay bills.
Damnit.

good night, my beloved friends.